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Thursday, June 3, 2010

I'm obsessed with the Victoria's Secret PINK website! Everything is so pretty and PINK!!! :D
I found out about it last year hehe! Through Coco Rocha cause she was invited to do a PINK campaign although she's not an angel. Her best friend Behati is an angel and they're both doing this campaign together! I "bluffed" my way through cause in the subscription/registration you can't register unless you have an American address so yeah, I just googled some random New York? Or was is Californian, postal codes hahaha! :p

P/s: I've been lying to myself for so long.. I can finally admit to myself that I really didn't see Hyori as my rolemodel. To be honest there's nothing about her that I could connect with and look up to in my life cause I really don't know any of her contributions to society, etc? :( And like I wasn't 100% excited ALL the time when there was news of Hyori. It's not like with Candice Swanepoel or like Coco Rocha, I look up to her so much and know so much I even submitted an expository essay about her and how learning from her helped me through my struggles. It was the only essay I ever got an A for.

Now that I've come to terms with this truth, part of the real reason I "idolized" Hyori was because in one of the interviews with SS501, Hyun Joong said his ideal type was Hyori. Back then I was a super fan girl(lol *hides face*) so I Googled and I was like "Hey she's really not bad, big boobs, curvy yet skinny, very sexy, I want to look like that" And I guess that's when I started to to fangirl over her but I really don't know anything cause she pretty much mia at that time and there wasn't much news in English (from allkpop) about her so... :0 Yeah u get the drift now.

Where as for Candice, at least for a start, she's was a ballet dancer and it's already become the reason behind my motivation during ballet! :D And also how she's learnt to be so independent living all on her own despite coming from a very sheltered upbringing in a dairy farm.

Looking back to my last post to end 2009, I wrote in the list:
"The year I decided on the spot who's my rolemodel in life and not feel guilty, and she's Lee Hyori 이효리.(Somehow I always feel guilty about my rolemodel, I guess it's cause I wasn't sure in the past. Ok, and one more thing, when I say rolemodel in life I don't mean like learn from her style or whatever, I mean like she's confident so I should learn from that. I know there are tons of people out there who are also confident, but they just don't inspire me. :S )"

As I was writing this I felt like i was writing it down to convince myself, like come on girl, cause she's confident?? Lame, lame, LAME. That is too vague, not strong enough a connection. What is strong is something like how I look up to Coco and Candice. Like I mentioned earlier I even wrote an expository essay about Coco inspiring me and got and A for it although it's a low A hahaha! But Mdm Pamela praised me for it, YAY! Thanks Coco!

And I'm also starting to regret a little, about buying my SHINee albums and Hyori albums... :0 Never thought that in 3 months I'd be reverting back to an English Pop listener haha! I told Iggy recently that I'm jumping 'ship' back to listening to English songs :p Anyway, the number of kpop bands are increasing so much that it's kinda turn off.

Sunday, March 28, 2010


Hyori's 4th Album! H-Logic! Ahhhhhhh!!!! To those people who says Hyori's going for the Lady GaGa look, to me, she looks way better than Lady GaGa! ( Sorry gabriel.)

Saturday, January 2, 2010

I keep thinking that it's still 2009, and I can't believe it's over, wish it can go on forever. It's not like me to make such a big deal about such things, but...

2009 is the Best Year of my life!

No mistake about that I'm sure, 2009, a Flawless year it is for me.

Ok, maybe there were some flaws, or there were times that I really hated,but all the good things in 2009 add together "triumph" over the hideously bad times. So much that I can only remember only the good things.

And as human beings, we only usually remember the bad things istead of the good things in life, so 2009 is really a Special year for me.



2009 is...

The year that I found a new side of me.

The year I found bestfriends that I wish to keep forever.

The year I joined for PINK NATION on Victoria's Secret PINK

The year of SHINee 샤이니 and obviously KPop.

The year I went to London and Paris. V^^V

The year I got new clothes that i never regret buying.

The year i found out my most favourite band and artiste, SHINee 샤이니 and Lee Hyori 이효리. ( I never had one before.)

The year I decided on the spot who's my rolemodel in life and not feel guilty, and she's Lee Hyori 이효리.(Somehow I always feel guilty about my rolemodel, I guess it's cause I wasn't sure in the past. Ok, and one more thing, when I say rolemodel in life I don't mean like learn from her style or whatever, I mean like she's confident so I should learn from that. I know there are tons of people out there who are also confident, but they just don't inspire me. :S )



The year my hair texture became perfect without me doing anything to it.

The year I actually got my bum up and went jogging alone and loved it a lot.

The 1st year in my life that had a lot of parties and outings with my BFFs.

The year Ignatius found out I'm a REAL girl.

The year I gave away my beloved Barbie dolls and Pink Vintage Luggage Barbie doll House collection that were my only childhood friends to my little cousins and they destroyed it in a day.(Luckily I kept 2 though.)

The year I learnt to let go.

The year I have unforgivable enemies.

The year I started to really hate my school.

The year I decided to do whatever I can to graduate in 2010.

The year I flunked all my exams.

The year I don't care about liking guys and I still am not caring right now.

The year I learnt not to be a loser and I hope I won't ever be one.

(I mean a loser in my eyes, not yours.)

The year I don't care about what other people think.

The year I don't care about other people unless they do something to disturb my life.

The year I wish to eliminate annoying JoPs and I still do.

The year I had bad rumours about me?

The year of excitment.

The year I spent everyday as wisely as I can.

The 4th year I've been using my school bag.

The year I never thought would come to an end so soon.

Ok, I know, it's like why the hell am i writing all these instead of thanking people?

One reason, thank you isn't even enough to describe what they've done for me.

(I suck at words, so yeah.)