Probablement le début de la fin

Je ne suis pas aussi heureux que je devrais être...
Que faire si cela a été une grosse erreur?
Que dois-je faire?
Cette fois personne ne sera là pour me sauver, je n'ai personne à blâmer, mais moi.

*****Add on*****
So I guess my little wish came true... But it came with more confusion in the form of my Mom. I know she means well, it's just that it's making me more lost than ever! @o@

Ignorance is bliss

WOW! So happy I could die! :p Daryl says when he first saw me he thought I wasn't Singaporean! Said I look like mixed korean & ang moh a bit leh! \^.^/

He says I don't look Singaporean 就是了, a bit ang moh like that. Hohoho! I'm so happy even if I'm look like 1% or 0.01% ang moh. :p Cause afterall I'm Asian... So it's so rare to hear such a comment! :D And even though he's the only one that says I look A BIT ang moh, okay wait, Abbey also agree, so that makes two. Anyway, even if there's only 2 person, I'm still so happy! Wooohooo! And ya a lot of ppl say I look Korean-ish, like countless times already, so I am happy! Muahahaha! And I remember Norris also said before that MAYBE I'd look like ang moh if I dyed my hair blonde-ish, cause my face isn't flat like normal Asians (specifically Chinese?). :D
Abbey says I should dress up as Barbie? LOLOL for Halloween la, o only I had that kind of pink-ish glow. :/
Hohoho! I'm so happy ah~ Even though some idiot will come along and say I look nothing like what my friends say, so what? Can't you let me be happy for 1 moment? :D

Ignorance is bliss <3
Until you see your reflection... D;

Grooming Workshop Photoshoot

Went for a grooming workshop photoshoot yesterday to get our umm, profiles taken, hope the photos look good though! Didn't get to see :((

VSFS 2011 Promo

Candice for this last year's and this year's Victoria's Secret Fashion Show Promo!

Slutzxc & Lianzxc

Haven't laughed like this in such a long time! Feels like we're back in JVS, 4A classroom.
Finally met up with all the Slutzxc & Lianzxc! ;D

But before that, there's a photoshoot for the course brochure. The photoshoot turned out to be really fun! And it ended wayy earlier than expected. We reported at 8am and we ended at 10am-ish? The only worry I have is that my eyes are gonna look like real small.. And hopefully my smile doesn't look fake-ish.
More importantly I didn't have foundation, or any form of makeup except the lip gloss Rita and Wan'er gave me for my birthday, Maryanne has one, but she "forgot" to bring cause she applied it at home (which she later found it ONLY after the shoot. -.-"), and I forgot to get mine on Tuesday.. -.-"
So yeah, I was photographed without makeup except lip gloss and very Very VERY VERY light application of liquid liner which only had like at most 5% effect on me.
Which sucks! Cause my stupid pimple which hardly ever appear, decided to appear a few days before and I still have some light marks of it on my forehead. I think they aren't gonna photoshop the pictures... HAH I AM SOCIALLY DEAD! And my stumpy chunky legs... T_T
The best part was I had the most mundane pose for the formal shot. *o*

Later on..

While waiting for Karen, Rita and Wan'er after having lunch at Jurong Point's McDonald's Ignatius, Gabriel, Zihui and I went to the park next to JP to do anything, but we ended up in the McDonald's over there instead! HAHAHA! Thanks to the blazing hot sun la! When we started to get really restless, we headed out the the park make a funny MV about Bad Romance! (I suggested making videos first! hehe! :D) I really suck at it HAHAHAHAHA! Couldn't stop laughing whenever I start to feel extremely awkward but it was fun! :D

Later at 6-ish we went to Vivo City to have dinner and chat at the roof top! Our favourite place to chat at night. :)

Ahhh, I wish we could hire someone to film our life, so we can replay and watch it next time! :(

*And THANK YOU GABRIEL! For helping all of us collect and carry all 5/6 frickin' heavy year books around the whole day! Hopefully you shoulders aren't injured or anything! :)*

I just realized that I didn't mention anything about my teachers even though we're supposed to meet in school because of Teacher's Day... Hah

p/s: I'll upload some photos when Karen uploads them! It's all in her DSLR!