"I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day, and I believe in miracles."- Audrey Hepburn

26 jan 2013

PHEW

Finally told my Mom that I lost my phone today so I won't have to worry about her finding out the real reason how I lost it. Now the only thing I'm afraid of is the cops sending mail to my house regarding the matter. I'm not expecting any letters from them but just in case you know. So I guess I'm just gonna have to help her open the letter box every week instead as part of my house chores :p

Everyone is still gonna be able to contact me at the same number after I receive my new SIM card tomorrow night and activate it :) I'm quite fortunate that I can use my previous iPhone 3GS as my replacement phone so at least I won't have to readjust to a completely different phone with different keypads and stuff. And I won't have to endure about 9-10 months of no music with me on buses, trains, waiting for people, etc.

I'm still going to go to clubs, if my friends ask me to. I know what to do now so I won't make the same mistake, and I can't afford to do so. It's super rare that I lose my valuables. And frankly, I didn't think it was actually possible for people to grab my phone in my pretty tight skirt pocket. If I'd known that for a fact, I definitely would've left in in the locker, my mistake. But hey, it's okay to make mistakes just as long as you learn not to repeat them. Paid a pretty high price for this life lesson, but I guess it'll help in making me more street-smart, an area I lack in... That's the case, according to my Mom.

Dragon Year

Happy Chinese New Year! It's the Year of the Dragon and things haven't gone smoothly... :/ Luckily my zodiac isn't the Dog, cause they say that those who's zodiac is the dog are gonna have a bumpy ride this year. Superstitious much? LOL. So yup, luckily mine isn't the dog, or else I can't imagine the worse that could happen to me about what has recently happened :(

Anyway, the pictures are from one of my favorite Disney shows, American Dragon, Jake Long! :D The main picture above looks so warmth and united, just like how Lunar New Year is supposed to feel like. :) Everyone in the family reunited after a long year apart :D

In the show, my favorite dragon is Haley Long! Jake Long's little sister, the pink dragon! Isn't she adorable? ^^

Some stills of random episodes of the show...

Jake kissing Rose, his sweetheart, who's a Huntsgirl or Hunt'sgirl I don't know the actual spelling . :B The Huntsmen are people who hunt for magical creatures such as Dragons like Jake Long, Pixies, Fairies, Mermaids, Unicorns, Dwarfs, Elves, etc.

Some of the polaroids taken with my cousins at Yi Po's place today...

I love my cousins sooo much! Well, my maternal side cousins only, since I'm wayyy closer to them and they are very warm, friendly and caring towards me since young. Am always showered with lots of love from them! <3

Left polaroid - Left to right: Alecia, Anastacia, me, & my brother Nicholas!

I really don't like this photo because I look like I'm expanding downwards, bad angle. Can't believe auntie Regina even said her photography skills were good... D; But oh well, it's the only photo with all the girl cousins together.

Left to right: Yvette, Alecia, Edrea, Anastacia, Shannice & me

P/s: Starting to really think that I won't be able to get back my phone... It's been offline since forever and I can't track where in the freaking world it is! I even woke up so early today, even though I really wanted to skip going to the temple to pray to get my phone back! And normally I would thank the person up there for taking watching over the people I care and continue to watch over them, to let me be prettier, taller, slimmer and smarter every year and all my dreams to come true. But this year, I sacrifice all the things important to me just to wish for my phone to be returned to me in it's original state, and if you still don't know what I sacrificed it's my appearance. Okay, I know what you are thinking, lame, it's just appearance, but somehow it's always a big deal with me. Not other people's appearance but my own.

Fingers crossed

Made a police report this morning, okay, technically yesterday morning since it's already wayyy past midnight into the next day. Oh and Happy Lunar New Year to all of you! Except me. Too stressed over this issue that I didn't even bother about my school work, CNY etc.

Met Abbey to go down to the NPC at Clementi to make a police report about my lost phone. She's the bestest! Always always always there for me! <3 Although my life sucks a lot, I know I'm blessed with the best angels! <3 But I didn't bring my original phone packaging with me so I didn't have my tracking code and I have to call the officer later to tell him the code. Anyway, after that, we went to have breakfast at McDonald's then tried the Tutti Frutti yogurt at Clementi Mall then I went to meet my Mom to have reunion lunch with my maternal side's family and slacked all the way till 10 with my laptop yup. :)

Allyson said she heard that the police won't really care about such matters... but I hope she's wrong for my case. D';

Told Abbey about my plans on how to contact me once school starts, which is to contact Juliene or Jason, and contact Soksan on Tuesdays, if the officer called and needed to speak to me urgently. :)


Then chatted with Zavier on msn but I started on a wrong topic and ruined his CNY mood :0 #FML I hate myself more and more now, nothing I do is ever right, nothing about me is right. I don't think I've been this emo... sigh, better sleep now before I get grumpy!

"Wouldn't wanna be ya"

Is it too late to change my birthday wish now? I just wish to get back my iPhone in its original state asap! D';

I feel like a part of me is missing! Waking up without my phone next to me, turning to see an empty space where I usually placed my phone while using my laptop, and not hearing the buzzing vibrations of notifications is really very upsetting. D';

Been trying to locate my phone using icloud.com but the phone is switched off(smart move). But the person is gonna have to on it somehow, otherwise he can't use it, and even if he did switch it n he can't use it cause it's pass-code locked, and if he sells it, the dealer has to switch it on to check and then the police will know. So either way there's no way the phone will be useful to them. So whoever has it, please be a kind soul and return it to me already?? :(

Happy 18th Birthday Wan'er!

Happy Birthday Wan'er! Although you won't be seeing this, since I didn't tell anyone about this blog. :p We planned to celebrate your awesome day today, and it's the perfect day to do it, weekend, and no school tomorrow! But you're having your orientation camp thing for your JC juniors.. So we couldn't do anything, but we'll definitely do something about it soon! :D

Hope you have a enjoyed the day with the rest of your camp friends! Stay healthy, happy, pretty and may all your wishes come true! <3

Just a dream

Just finished bathing after returning from Rebel/Zirca. It's my first time clubbing and it was pretty bad.
Bad because...
1. I lost my phone, my iPhone 4 D';, lost is right at the beginning, didn't even had 1 hour of dancing and it was gone.
2. The music mixes were so bad, not what I expected.
3. I spent the whole night searching for missing friends.
4. I was not high enough.
5. My favorite song, 'Give me everything' by Pitbull and other good songs only came on when we all had no mood and one of Zavier's friend, Rachel got totally wasted.

Saw Eunice, my senior, and Wesley Chuang at Rebel. Zavier's friend Humphrey looks a lot like Wesley and they even have amost the same dressing style. Especially for tonight, which was how I spotted Wesley cause I was looking for Zavier & Humphrey.

So anyway, I was almost late to get my stamp through the guest list by 11pm. Cause I met Matthern and his 2 other friends Chickming(?) and Amos and cabbed down together. Later I sat with them while they drink beer and waiting for Zavier's call. =.= Supposed to drink with Zavier's friends but he didn't pick up my calls and we didn't know how to get to where they were. After that, I finally join Zavier's friends, there was Humphrey, Yunus (he put my name on the list), Kun Liang (super tall dude), Jordan, Shermaine, Rachel, Nurul, Cecil, 1 other malay guy. And after less than 1 hour into the dance and a glass of Vodka Sprite(probably the only thing I'll ever drink in a club, it's super tasty!), my iPhone magically disappeared from my right pocket, yay~ V=.=V

Ever since that, everything went down hill... Tried to forget about it at first, but then everyone started to get more drunk.. except myself, Yunus and Kun Liang, we all slowly dispersed all over, including Zavier (who was supposed to look out for me), and I got bored. So we(myself & 2others) started searching for them.. and Matthern found me at the Zirca side, so I used his phone to ask Abbey for Zavier's number so I can find the rest. And while I was telling Matthern about my lost phone, I lost the other 2 guys too. =.= When I found Zavier with Shermaine, we got news that Humphrey was with Rachel who apparently puked onto his butt and was lying on the floor outside. Yup, so blahblhablah, helped them to find the locker and get back their stuff, cause the key tag fell out, then went to meet Matthern and the rest to cab home.

If it wasn't for Matthern and his friends, I would've really been so helpless and scared, and not as chill as I was when I lost sight of Zavier's whole clique and lost my phone. Cause I knew that no matter what Matthern would find me. And I just realized that my 1st time wishing on 11:11 didn't work... Because the tweet wasn't sucessfully sent. =.= Not that I actually believe in that.. But a little hope is better than nothing.

That explains the tragedy that happened tonight, cause my wish was "for everything to go smoothly tonight and not get caught".. and oh, look, the tweet didn't send and now everything is falling apart.

Even after all this, I wouldn't say no to clubbing but I would prefer it without the part where I lose my phone, that is really the Black Hole of the night and the rest of my life, until I find a way to tell my Mom I lost it and yet not let her find out the real reason I lost it.

If only all this was just a dream then everything would be cool.

Happy 19th Birthday Ray & Matthern!

Today is Ray's 19th birthday so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAY! :D
Hope you liked the card that we(Abbey and I) made for you! Well, technically, I made it, cause Abbey is busy with her 101 projects haha! While I, on the other hand can still sacrifice my revision time to learn 4 chords on the my ukelele to play 'Pumped Up Kicks'! Well done Felicia, you're really not getting any As this semester and your GPA is gonna plummet faster than the stock market during economic breakdown. :0

Okay so back to the wishes, since I haven't finished yet, yeesh!(Ray's signature speech expression.) So Ray, even though we(Abbey and I) only know you for like less than umm, 1 semester, but you're a great friend and senior! Both you and Matthern! Taking care of us during camp and entertaining us with running man shows and so much more! :D And now we're all like tennis buddies so yay! Hahaha! That's why we made you the card, if not it'll be awkward to just give when we're only hi-bye friends.


Alright, next, Happy 19th Birthday to Matthern in advance! In about 10 minutes, according to my clock, you'll be 19 years young! YAY! HAHAHA! Hope you like your card too! Sorry if you think yours isn't as nice as Ray's cause I rushed yours in 15 mins! While I did Ray's in 1.5 hours during classes today. Anyway, you're a really awesome friend and senior! Really look after us well, even though you really didn't have to. And thanks for going to club with your friends at the same club I'm going to this Friday, to look out for me! :D Really appreciate it. Hehe! That's why I made both of you cards cause you guys are really one in a million! It's not everyday that I find a lot of awesome guy friends like you all.

I don't have pictures of their cards though, it was so rushed, I had no time to take a photo of it! Abbey and I were even late for Tennis P.T!

So yup, that's all for today I guess. I'm going to club for the first time this Friday! Weee~ Haha! Hopefully my Mom won't suspect a thing? Anyway I plan on telling her after I get home or any day after the event. So that she may nag at me but at least I won't be deprived of it. That would be so sad. I wish I could tell her the truth so that if something happens, I can at least call her? Or she'd know where to look for me, but I guess I'm just gonna tell Abbey to tell my Mom, in case my Mom starts to panic when I don't answer my phone, and wants to file a missing persons report. We'll see, sigh, I just really wanna experience it, you only live this life once, you don't wanna regret.

Dancepointe: The Nutcracker

Yay the photos for my concert in Nov 30th last year are up! Was all with Angeline so we had to wait for her to upload :D

Legally 18!

As of yesterday, I am officially 18 years young now! Weeee~

So, happy belated(by one day) birthday to me! Wished 6 friends on Facebook yesterday! It's fun, but it's gonna be a problem if we have 21st parties and all.. eek!

Moving on...

On 10 January 2012..

Zavier was the one and only person to call me and wish me happy birthday like 5 mins after midnight. Heehee! So thank you Zavier! :)

15 minutes more...

Approximately 15 mins to my 18th birthday day! (according to the clock on my phone)

Gibston already wished me happy birthday! hahah! So I'm supposed to remember him!

And he owes me a drink, he said so himself. :) Too bad my timetable is so screwed, or maybe my birthday? It's on a school night! Argh! I don't know, cause if not I definitely wish to celebrate it in a club with my friends! But most of them haven't turned 18 so it's a bit difficult to ensure 100% fun, what if some of them get bounced right?? Anw.. I'm preparing for the notification spams! hahaha! Shall stop at 12:30am Later :D

Gonna have fun fun fun tmr! ^^

ballet

Miss Foo said I slimmed down 1 cm! LOL like how does she even tell, 1cm is like virtually close to nothing. :p

Happy 2012!

Hope it's not true that we're all gonna "die" towards the end of this year. I don't believe in it but you know, it COULD still happen so we still shouldn't take things for granted.

So anyway, spent New Year's Eve at Ignatius' place again. I wanted to go to town, to experience that kind of atmosphere and also in hopes of maybe meeting Gabriel/ Karen who couldn't celebrate it with us, or some other friends so at least it wouldn't be just the 3 of us... Sounds quite sad right? But it was still fun! Because its only the few of us, we weren't shy to let go of ourselves when we danced and partayed!!! No pictures though, this proves we really did have fun that we couldn't be bothered to take any pictures! :)

My New Year's Resolution will be...

1. Be more active in school activities, hangout with my class more and make more friends..

(I don't think I'll ever get to accomplish this cause there will always be someone I have to entertain, I don't mean me doing the talking all the time, could be me doing the listening or just playing the dummy.)

Since I realized in the 2nd semester I've been feeling rather lonely.. Is it me, or I feel that one of my classmates don't like me cause of something I said about my grades.. :( Luckily I have my senior/friend/sister! Aloysius (aka Ponggy), to turn to... But I can't always hang out with him only, I think his friends will think I'm irritating or think I'm trying to be in their clique. Okay even if they don't think about all these, I still can't keep relying on my seniors, what happens when they go for attachments and when they graduate? Am I gonna suffer alone? No, I can't let that happen! And I shall try my best to prevent that :D

2. Play more tennis, and basically exercise more!

I don't really mean play MORE tennis, but just be more consistent with the training and no be late just to miss the runs/ warm ups. Let me clarify, it's not me who wanna miss the runs, cause I joined tennis FOR the runs! But since Abbey doesn't wanna run (Cause she always feels dizzy and might puke, which has happened before), and I don't wanna be there early by myself, so gradually I became lazy and succumbed easily to the "no mood to run" mentality. :P And I jsut realized I was almost absent for the whole 1st term in Sem 2! OMG! Must buck up and not let the camp organizers down!

3. Decide what I want to do with ballet and manage my time properly so that I can take my RAD advance foundation exam this year and not waste anymore of MOM's money!!!

4. Not use any money from my Mom for my friends, like what I did for the Hong Kong trip. D'; Unless it's from the allowance that I scrimped and saved on.

Okay, I know I've committed like one of the greatest sins! Scold me all you want, but I'm doing my best in saving! How can a girl live on just $200 per month of allowance! That's $50 per week and about $10/less, a day mind you. (Inclusive of transport, and I never ask for extras.) And I don't work, unlike some of you. I want to concentrate on my studies, even my mom doesn't allow me to work part-time while studying. She said if I need more can get from her but I don't wanna ask for more, cause I feel pathetic and bad to ask for money.

5. Not ever spending so much for online goods.

Be it blogshops or whatever, unless it's really a good bargain and would be better if I shared postage... Cause I still haven't received my shorts!!! Must email them about it! :(

6. Remember and not be lazy to do stretching after exercise!!!

Important for growth :D

7. Not care so much about people who don't deserve it.

8. Teach my little cousins to stop yelling, hahaha!

9. Don't say no to new experiences!

If it's clubbing... THINK WISELY.

10. Don't get angsty cause of whatever ******** says.

11. Practice what I preach even more!

Like how I don't like people who keep whining about wanting this and that and not doing anything about it. I too, must do something about my fats! :D

12. Improve my English/ maintain the standard and do well for this Semester! Chiong 6 weeks only!!

13. Be nicer to my Dad. :D

IF I have more that I suddenly remember, I'll update again :D