S&W

Found out my S&W sport today! Got my first choice tennis! :D
But actually I wanted to swap my first and second choice at the last minute, my second choice being Hip Hop. I wanted to swap my choices cause I was thinking that if I really got tennis, then I'd be training on tennis more than dance! Tennis 3 times per week while ballet would only be once a week! Won't I be losing my err.. roots? hahaha! I know I'm so lame. But it's been so long since ballet lesson! Last week's ballet lesson was the 1st after 2 weeks of no ballet cause Ms Foo was down with chicken pox. :( And tomorrow is course holiday so there won't be any lessons! Technically I only had ballet only once for the whole of this month! :'(

But in the end, I didn't swap my choices cause Zihui says that sports like tennis, soccer and badminton are difficult to get since they are more popular so I thought they'd definitely give me Hip Hop instead. I really didn't think I'd be lucky enough to get my first choice! Oh well :D This way maybe I can become better at tennis, get into the school team, go for competitions and gain more CCA points! :D And it's only for one semester.

I'm not making a big fuss over my S&W if that what it looks like. Just wanted to point out that I'll be doing more tennis than dance now, that's all. :)

Felicia is Pink

First up, remember the post about the Pink Dolphin Extravaganza Campus Search? I just realised that I was supposed to get my friends to vote like my picture on the Pink Dolphin Facebook Page! HAHAHAHA! I'm so lag!!! And they lied to me that there were a lot of NP students who participated! D-:< And the worse part is, my photo wasn't as nice as the last time I remembered when I caught a glimpse of it! T_T My life is over, I'm officially a laughing stock!!!
Still.. Vote for me please? :D I'd share the money with you guys haha!-> (Oh who am I kidding, no one passes here! =.=) http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150177182278001&set=a.10150177172598001.301262.70610443000&type=1&ref=nf

Here's the photo, brace yourselves!





I look really shape-less here! T_T I think my eyes are failing me. When I look in the mirror, I can see my "S" line but the photo doesn't "see" it! D':

Anyway, I can't believe it took me 17 years to come up with this link! My name LITERALLY means "happy" and Pink colour represents Happiness! So duh!!! My name equals to pink! Told Abbey (aka Zihui) about it like a few weeks back. Hahaha! I can be so full of shit these days.

And check out my new phone wallpaper! PERFECT is the only word to describe it! :D At least it is to me.



Oh! And and, I realise that my style of blogging is blogging as if someone is reading it... Even though I don't intend to publicize it at all. But if anyone does come across this, I don't mind them reading it either, just so long as they don't judge me because of what I write... IF YOU LOVE TO JUDGE PEOPLE SO MUCH, THEN GET CERTIFIED & GO TO COURT!!!! HAHAHA! (Lame inside joke of mine. :P)

Alright apart from this... I think I'm really stressed up, like I get pissed off over minor things... No no, it's really not minor, it's HUGE!!!!! Cause I absolutely hate this quality in people. Cause I used to be like that. And ever since my brother criticized me that all I ever do is make excuses about why I can't accomplish anything, like Ballet/Slimming down, and Ignatius always said "If you think you are FAT or are unhappy about something, don't sit there doing nothing but whining cause then you deserve to be FAT, etc" and also my Mom keeps telling me how I don't have passion/motivation/drive to get/do things I really want and that I'm a disappointment to her.. I really start to hate seeing these qualities in others. Or even qualities that are related. Because it reminds me of who I really am and I absolutely HATE IT!

This is why I always think I'm ugly too.

Like, hello?! (Okay, I'm about to go crazy so whatever I write now, no one will understand except myself cause I'm gonna miss out links) You wanna transfer school/do well but you wana choose the easy way out?! If you don't get the outcome you expect, then you totally deserve it cause you aren't sincere about it & also cause you don't REALLY want it that much because otherwise you won't mind breaking your legs to get it & you will take responsibility to learn well in order to do well instead of sleeping in class! Although I used have some of such traits but I'm making an effort to get rid of them and that's why I'm feeling better about myself as the days go by. That's why, when I see people displaying such traits, I get so pissed because I thought that I was already the worst and I couldn't imagine there were people who are even worse than I am. And the saddest part is that they think it's fine to continue living with that kind of attitude instead of trying to improve and become a better person.

PHEW! Okay, end of rant. :D

Sososo much better now.. You know sometimes I secretly hope the ones I'm refferring to will see this and realise something about themselves. Not that I am perfect, but things like this, you can change! It's not like physical appearance which you can't change!

You can look so charming on the outside, but if your attitude towards life sucks and your personality is so bland/annoying, when people look at you they will get this irksome feeling which they overwrite it and make it simple by saying "He/She is ugly" (Ugly referring to personality, not physical appearance)

My point is..Actually, I have a lot of points to all that I said earlier.. I don't even know where to start. hahhaha! Okay, go figure it out on your own.. If you're dying to know then I will tell you Granny's story! :D

Tennis is Ballet

So today is like the first day of lessons.. Well cause last week was orientation week (but not for sophomores & seniors, they start lessons as usual.). And I've been so busy I forgot to eat all day and didn't even felt hungry at the same time! And I could even have the energy to be so high! And that was during orientation week. Anyway, it's because I was stressing over SP's BIT offer or NP's EBM, but in the end I chose NP EBM. ( Will elain next time if I remember to.)
And these few days, I got more problems popping up, like some stalker and sex maniac freak who's really freaking me out... D'; (might explain that someday, but not now..) That's why I changed classes.

Some photobooth time during ur first class EngMec Practical.. with Joanne, snapped by Bryan :)

Anywway, the point of this post is to tell you guys how much I enjoyed Tennis! And no, you didn't hear it wrong, Felicia actually likes sports again after... 10 years! :D

Today was they first day of tennis cca training, and it was so awesome! Cause my seniors were there and I finally get to spend time with Zihui! Miss her so much I could've really just cried on the spot! And, I don't know why but lately I've become a cry baby, which is really annoying when I look back and think about it. Okay, back on track and as I was saying, when I was at Tennis training, I completely forgot that I was even in EBM! It's like all my stress disappeared! I wished I could play tennis forever! It's the same feeling as when I do ballet! That's the reason why I continued ballet even though I'm, as of now, not interested in ballet as a career.

Yeap, so I was really crushed once again, when tennis training was over. Sososo wanted to stay there forever! I never felt this happy even when I have to chase after the tennis ball! It's like "Felicia in Wonderland!"
Hence, this post's title! :D

Gonna try to come for this Thursday's training too! :D And that remind's me, I gotta borrow my aunt's tennis racket!

My eyes are gonna rot soon, been sleeping real late and waking up so damn early and wearing my contacts for more than 12 hours everyday! So I'll update soon! :)

Best Ballet Lesson of My Life!

Ms Foo said I slimmed down! WOOHOOOO!~
And she said I look like a real ballerina! \^.^/
And I did my double pirouettes better today than I ever did before!
I'm going crazy!~

But I bet I'm gonna gain all the pounds back in the coming week. I don't know why but I jsut have that feeling. Cause I've been starving the past week, but not on purpose! I was so stressed about my decisions that's why!

This post isn't meant to be a long one, it's more like a "Long Tweet" to remember this Fabulous Day in my life!

Sluggish Day

Yesterday I mentioned that I was supposed to meet the same group of people for a picnic at Marina Barrage. But everyone woke up real late, like 12pm, and others couldn't come at the last minute. :( So we ended up lazying around at CCK and playing Monopoly Deal!

I arrived at CCK 1st. (And I arrived on the dot! Meeting time was at 2pm!) Then 30 mins later Eugene arrived and we walked round, up and down the mall chatting until Gibston arrived err... 30 mins later? Then Tiffanie and Hidayat after that.

So when everyone arrived, Gibston told us he was going to celebrate my senior, Natasha's birthday so we all chipped in for the present but in the end Eugene, Tiffanie and myself didn't wanna go anymore. Cause I was super tired and if I went I have to travel all the way to Dhoby Ghaut! (Tired cause I woke up the earliest among all of them duh!)

Before they left for Dhoby Ghaut, we still had some hours left and they were waiting for Charles to come. We went up to the roof top garden at Lot 1 to play Monopoly Deal! It was the my first time playing as well as Eugene. And he was totally bankrupt while I was filthy rich! Muahahahaha! We play a few rounds and he was always bankrupt! Normally my beginner's luck only lasts once, but I really think he's such a poor thing! Literally poor in Monopoly Deal! :P

Oh well, better luck next time Eugene! :P

P/s: Abbey, Iggy, Gabriel, Karen, Rita, Wan'er if you ever come across this, there are people out there who are worse than me in terms of punctuality! ;D

Pool

It's Good Friday so no school today! Earlier at 5pm-ish? Tiffanie sent me a Facebook message "Gibston asking if you're free now!" Then she gave me his number and I was invited to join them for pool at Orchard! (At that point of time I didn't have both their numbers yet, but I do now! :D)

Was already very late so my Mom offered to fetch me there. She only did it cause I told her that I was going to watch movie and she was afraind I'd be late. :/ I wasn't lying! Cause I before that they didn't confirm with me what they will be doing!

Had to walk to Lucky Plaza and they "fetched" me from there, cause Lucky Plaza is one of the few malls along Orchard Road that I've NEVER entered before. And there was, Gibston and Tiffanie ofcourse, Eugene Pung, Jasmine, Hao Wen, Grace and Benjamin! :D

Thanks to them, I learnt to play pool! I still don't really know all the rules, but at least I know how to hit the ball! :D

Kept rejecting their offer to play with them initially, but on the last round they really insisted, so I gave in! Cause this might probably be my only chance to get a feel of what pool is really like without people laughing at me!

I think I made everything sound so boring, but it really was fun! It's just that I'm really bad at describing :/

And it's really late already and I'm supposed to meet the same bunch of people again tomorrow afternoon for a picnic at Marina Barrage! Goodnight then! :D

P/s: Here's a video of Glam Night! You can see Abbey, Fabian and I at 0:01-0:03 and the rest of EBM rght after!

Glam Night 2011

Just came back from Glam Night! Made a new friend Fabian, from IT in Year 1! He says that I dance weird! >:O He just lowered my self esteem!! Sigh... T_T Anyway, it was totally fun! And there's not much to talk about... Except that some of my seniors say that Zihui and I look alike! They even thought we were sisters! HAHAHAHA!

It's a good thing that I look like her since she's pretty and right proportions( but I really don't think they meant that we have the same body proportions cause Zihui will really cry!), but not good for her cause I'm.. Okay nevermind.

Anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH TO GIBSTON, HIDAYAT, EDBERT & CHARLES! Because of them, we were able to skip the looong queue of people just to put our bags! :D And thank you to the above 4 and my other coursemates, Tiffanie, Jasmine, Chelsea (Pardon me if I spelt it wrongly), Brandon, Eugene Eng and I can't remember who else! Sorry! Anyway, thank you the rest of you who waited for us to arrive! :D

Dance4Fund

It's Day 3 of NP FOW! And yes, I officially decided to stay in NP. And I'm also offcially enrolled in NP only. So I'm SP no more! Everyone's so confused as to where I am now, hahaha! And to that someone who freaking said to me "Why you come back to NP again? Why don't you just stay at one place?", my answer to you is " BIATCH, I was ALWAYS enrolled in NP, so hold on to your pants cause I ain't going anywhere!"

Like what's your problem? Everyone's welcoming me back and here you are being so cold?! I don't expect anyone to welcome me back like I'm some popstar or anything casue I'm not. But can't you just keep quiet if you have nothing good to say, instead of making me feel like coming back was a bad idea? Tsk!

I bet everyone's gonna think I'm so dumb to come back but I really won't regret it and I hope I won't look back and regret either. (He's gonna think I'm so pathetic! T_T)

Enough ranting now. There's Dance4Fund today! And I didn't know that only people who had tickets (which they got yesterday while I was in SP and absent in NP) could watch Dance4Fund! And I was sosososo sad! Cause I really wanted to watch Zihui dance! This will be the 1st time I'm watching my friends dance instead of my friends watching me. Which always happens cause of my ballet concerts.

So after the orientation, I kept calling Miss Abbey Yeo Zihui cause I wanted to call her to tell her that I couldn't watch her performance since I didn't have tickets. But she didn't answer any of my texts and calls! While I was still trying to contact her, I went to the Convention Center where Dance4Fund is held at, hoping to be able to sneak in and like give her some encouragement (cause my EBM friends were inside preparing so I assumed she was also doing the same) but I couldn't find a way in and there was security too! Diva much?

Anyway, despite all that, I still managed to watch Dance4Fund! All thanks to my awesome senior Alfred Chan! :D When I was loitering outside the Convention Center still trying to reach Zihui, Alfred walked out of the Convention Center talking on the phone and saw me! He asked if I was going for Dance4Fund but I couldn't cause I don't have tickets so he brought me into a lecture theater in the Convention Center where orientation helpers who don't have tickets can watch it from a screen! Much like watching from a CCTV!



So that was how we were supposed to watch it...



There's Alfred at the far end, Cuthbert in the middle and Mok playing his PSP. (It's Eugene Mok la. Hahaha! So rude to call him Mok only. :P There's A LOT of Eugenes! Another senior is Pung, Eugene Pung and the other Eugene is from my Year, Eugene Eng.) Yeah, this photo is quite bad... But I tried my best! I was trying to do it discreetly! :)

So in the end... there were extra seats in the Convention Center so they moved us out and we got to watch it LIVE!!! YEAAAH! I really really really blessed! I can say 90% of the time I always get what I want in the end. :)

Dance4Fund was totally AWESOME!!! SoE KNOCKED EVERYONE'S KNICKERS OFF! ;D
Cut us some slack alright, it's the first time SoE is in this! And we were really great! Like above the average of GREAT!

But then, I still didn't see Zihui when it was BA's turn, AT ALL!!! I saw a lot of small girls, but no ABBEY! (There was Joyce and Joel I think.) Turns out, she was only performing for her group Mambo 7, amongst other BA group during their BA FOW. (She told me when I was having supper with my seniors and other EBM freshies)

Yup, so after the Dance4Fund, my seniors Charles and all asked me to join them for supper at a... Hawker? Restaurant? I don't know what it's called. Anyway, it's just opposite Bukit Timah Plaza? Shopping Mall? HAHAHA! Still new, so I'm not too sure. Yup, and the photos were with Lydia! Small sized pretty girl from my batch :D

And I found out Gibston didn't not like me (in a friend way :D). I always thought he didn't like me cause he never smiled to me, but other seniors always smile at me. So I was really shocked when he suddenly waved to me saying "Hello Felicia! :D" With a really wide smile. Hahaha! I told him that I always thought he didn't like me, and he said "No la, Freshie I won't like that one :D" (something along those lines.)

OMG! I almost forgot one very important part. HIDAYAT LITERALLY KNOCKED OFF THE SIGN BOARD while we were jay-running across! HAHAHAHA!!! x'D The car didn't knock him over but he knocked off the sign board! HAHAHA!!! x'D Everytime I replay the scene in my head I'll laugh to myself!

I will get some pictures from Lydia's Facebook when she uploads them. :D

Dilemma

According to Dictionary.com, Dilemma means "A situation requiring a choice between equally undesirable alternatives." That just like what I've been feeling the last few days and I still am now! D-:<

Today I decided to be back in SP cause I really don't wanna do Maths & Physics all over again. And I don't wanna have to compete with that brat. But something keeps telling me to go back, like I keep feeling nauseous! HELLLP MEEE!!!!!

♪♫♪ "Take me away, a secret place~ A sweet escape, take me away~ Take me away to better days~ Take me away, a hiding place~" ♪♫♪

HATE THAT I'M SO FICKLE MINDED!

I can trick myself into believing that staying in NP is good, and I can do the same for the SP option.

Mommy says whatever I do until now has been a disappointment.. So heart wrenching! I really want to know why everything I do, everything that I am, is always a disappointment. Everyday I try to be better but it always backfire on me. Why can't I just do things right?! Why do I always do things that make the people around me suffer?! I am really just a piece of useless, disappointing piece of shit.

This is why the song that represents me will ALWAYS be Reflection from Disney's Mulan.

♪♫♪ "Now I see, that if I were truly to be myself, I would break my family's heart" ♪♫♪

Pink Dolphin Extravaganza Campus Search

It's Day 1 of NP Freshmen Orientation Week (FOW)! I made a new friend, her name's Maryanne and we clicked instantly! So happy that I have a potential bestfriend in my course! The sad thing is.. I maybe not be in the same class as her, 1P06 cause of my transfer to SP and back to NP. (I'll elaborate some other time). Anyway during the CCA fair, I was harrassed (hahaha!) asked to sign up for the Pink Dolphin Extravaganza Campus Search! Well, tehnically it's harrassing, hahaha! Cause they wouldn't let us off! Us = Maryanne & I. Okay, maybe more of pestering? I think they spend more than 15 mins trying to get us to fill in the forms and convince us to sign up! I got conned into signing up! You know why? Cause they told me that no photos will be taken and I can withdraw anytime. So in order to lose them I jsut filled up the form. When we parted, suddenly they came running back to us and tell me to hold the Pink Dolphin Drink and smile. =.= So Maryanne got away easy, cause they passed me the clipboard to fill up first. =.= But anyway, I got a glimps of my photo, and I quite liked it so I didn't make a big fuss out of it. Oh and they said a lot of people have signed up too, so that's why I didn't make a fuss. Hopefully the photo turns out okay otherwise I'll be DEADDDDDDD!!!!

So anyway, they said that the winner gets $10 000 dollars?! But that's not what they say in the website. And they said to accept their friend request to see my photo and get my friends to vote..? But I ain't receiving any Pink Dolphin FB friend request! Forget it, I'll check on it some other time.

I'm barely even opening my eyes as I'm typing this... *snore*

Forever New

Finally got my laptop sleeve today at Forever New after so many failed attempts! :D
It's $39.90 but I think it's worth it cause the design is so me! At least that's what Abbey said I spotted it! Not only that, it's waterproof too! And the inner lining is so sophisticated too! Totally awesome quality!






This last picture is the true colour, but I think it's also nice in the yellowish photo above. Like vintage! ;D

They only had it in one colour so Zihui and I ended up buying the same laptop sleeve.

Here's what happened today. Initially, we went to Orchard Ion cause Karen told us that Ripples have very nice laptop sleeves. But I really wasn't in love with any, but Zihui found one that she liked. So she bought it first, afraid that she won't find anything nicer before school starts in a week. I didn't have to rush, cause I can just use my new Everlast backpack to keep my laptop even if I didn't own a laptop sleeve. :D

Afterwards, I was really starting to settle on DIY-ing my own laptop sleeve so we headed down to City Hall hoping to walk to Bras Basar (did I spell correctly?) to the Art Supplies shop. So while finding our way out of Raffles City Shopping Mall, Abbey spotted Forever New! Honestly speaking we've never heard of this shop till today. :P Anyway, the clothes are so gorgeous and so Abbey! We went in to try some clothes, and when we were leaving (the clothes are really ex!), I spotted the laptop sleeve! V^.^V

I was so dead set on buying it the moment I laid eyes on it! HAHAHA! And I could tell Zihui was so sian-ed about it, cause it's OBVIOUSLY better than the one she bought at Ripples. Also cause we try not to buy the same things too often, we are not the kind of girls who are "We are bestfriends so we must have all the same things!" So she was like " you buy it bah, anyway you spotted it first". But I felt sad for her cause she sorta wasted her money on the Ripples one... So I asked her to just buy it, cause it's better that we have the same sleeve than someone else having the same sleeve as us. It's not as if all our clothes & accessories are the same so we can be distingushed. (Maybe people will think we're weird, like we're bestfriends but we wanna be obviously different as much as possible. hahaha! But I think it's still alright to have the same things at times. I mean, how can you be bestbuds if you don't have some things in common right?) So anyway, we decided to get the same ones and go to Ripples (thank god they had another branch at Raffles City, or else we'll have to train all the way back to Orchard!) to exchange the Ripples sleeve for flipflops or something.

Yup, so basically that's what happened! At least we don't have to waste anymore trips to Orchard/Bugis/ anywhere else just to find our laptop sleeve anymore!





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These were taken on our 1st attempt to find our laptop sleeve on 12 April, which we obviously failed to. :/

JB Trip again!

Hahaha! Yes, I went to JB again! Like what I said in the previous post about the JB Trip that I will be going to JB again to get my backpack right? :D And I did! Turns out the shop was Everlast and I didn't realise cause I was looking at the shop from really far the other time. =.=

The bag is only about S$17! :O IT'S A STEAL!!!! But for international brands, their prices are made to be consistent worldwide, so I'll most probably be able to get this same bag in Singapore for the same price or at an EVEN cheaper price! So I sorta wasted the trip coming back again.

And this time I bought a pair of flipflops too! My favourite flipflops so far! :D

WE ARE THE VILLAINS

Yay back from Rapscallion Camp! (6-8 Apr)  Only gonna post one photo up cause I look hideous in all or I can't be seen YAY haha, whatever yea~ I just can't pull off T-shirts and FBTs

Spot me if you can! haha! The little indian guy in the middle is my GL Ruban and the girl behind him is also my GL Atikah :D (GLs are in red! DUH)

Plastic Wax Skating Sucks!

Went to MBS to try out their Plastic-Wax-Skating-Rink and it was REALLY AWFUL! Don't ever waste your time and money going there to try cause even people who knows how to skate, like myself, can't skate properly there! The substitute material they use for ice just sucks. All of us ended up with sore feet! Really regretted not going to the Kallang instead. The one at Kallang is safer now that they renovated it. (They did something to the place, but I'm not sure what.) Only took the nicer photos from Igantius' FB. :P But some of the nice ones can't be downloaded for some reason. :(

AHHHHHHHHHH!~

There's a BEEEEE!!! hahaha! :/

What's down there? :P

How do I look with short hair? :D

I like this picture cause you can see my "S" line! hahahah! ;D

Unglam! Trying to do plie! hahaha!

After that we went to Toys 'R' Us to play?

And I found this hammer toy! If I go to Big Bang's concert I'll definitely get this! :D

Zihui and her little pony!

We talked like non-stop the whole day! That's why there's nothing much to blog about. Sometimes I wonder why just talking is more than enough fun. :D

JB Trip

These pair of Vincci flats was supposed to be mine but they weren't my size! Really wanted them, but they size is too big! They are like 1/1000000 that I come across that makes my feet look slimmer! (I go a bit of the extra bone, so yeah. :/) Kept lying to mysef that they fit so I could buy them but it's not working! They slip off my feet the moment I walk! T_T So Sayang!


So I got sandals instead! :D Nice and very comfy! Guarantee + chop that I'll not get blisters whatsoever! V^.^V


And Archie comics to keep me occupied before school starts! :D

Going to JB again next week cause I saw a bag I like but didn't get the chance to buy/see it up close. I only saw it from like 6m away! Starting to like JB a lot more now. For the past 17 years of my life I never liked to go there cause it's dangerous and I NEVER comeback with anything useful or anything I like.