Pink Nike Free Run +3

So today was a rather tiring/sluggish day, I feel terrible after waking up, Wish I knew why, though it's not anything emotional. So anyway, I finally tried on my Neon Pnik Nike Free Run +3! My beautiful babies! <3 And then I waitied till it's 7pm to make an instagram birthday post for Candice cuz that's the time where New Yorkers would probably be up? Since it's 7am in the morning there? And she's based in New York now so I'm just assuming that on her birthday this year she'd be there haha! whatever, I am not a stalker so I wouldn't know, she could be anywhere on the globe cause of her job, she could very well be in Singapore and I wouldn't even know until she instagram/tweets about it :B

Moving on! I was supposed to meet the Slutz today but Wan'er and Rita couldn't make it since it was too rushed and they had stuff on, Karen could only meet us after 8pm+, Iggy couldn't be contacted and Gabriel didn't reply to anything until after I went out with my mom and after I accepted KCH's impromptu decision to have dinner after going out with my mom. So yeah, decided to re-schedule another meetup with Slutzys. Anyway, was great to see Ruban again after so long! Okay, we celebrated his birthday like 5 days ago but it felt long! Cuz he didn't come for tennis on thurday! And I met Abbey yesterday to go out with Xinfang. So it's really just left with him that I haven't saw since Wednesday. Anw, today was awesome haha! Putri loves the cute kitty iPhone dust cap I got her and Eugene wore the shirt leopard cub with glasses shirt I got him, both from Taiwan! Kinda disappointed that I couldn't find anything for most of my friends for this Taiwan trip, oh wells.

Haha! Hope he never sees this or else I'd be dead for sure, he's so camera shy and video shy and EVERYTHING SHY yet sarcastic =.=. Anyway  just wanted to show that I have good estimation of clothes sizing ahahahah! LOL. I estimated from the mannequin, not bad huh, someone has a mannequin physic! ;)
And sigh, I guess I really have to get better with my running cuz I'm really running too slow :(( My heart needs to be stronger, endure longer T^T Fight it Feli!

HAPPY 25th BIRTHDAY CANDICE!

Happy Birthday, Candice!

Time flies huh, this photo was taken in 2011 Victoria's Secret Swim Launch, and you're looking more stunning than ever! But you're also still as grounded and hardworking, a really great rolemodel :) Please stay, happy, healthy, safe, grounded, hardworking, smart, kind, beautiful and inspirational as always! <3

Can't wait to see you rock the runway again this December! :D

Flashback to one of last year's outfit <3

OMG!!! Motivation for tomorrow~

Reflection

So yea just wanted to reflect what I've done throughout the 3 month long holiday after intern. I guess the greatest accomplishment keeping myself motivated to exercise at least 3-4 times a week, and by that I mean I actually set my alarm clock to 9am or 10am (when I sleep quite late the night before or go out the previous day which is most days LOL), got my ass up and got out to the track to run and then back home to do Candice's workouts and Blogilates :D

I don't even know how I kept my motivation up (especially during the 3 weeks leading up to the Social Night where I workout everyday and up my workouts to 2 times a day from 2 weeks before the dinner LOL I was almost falling sick) cuz people usually get bored of their "motivation" or "inspiration" like they constantly change pictures of the girls with hot abs and stuff? Yeah, but I know one thing that remained constant for me was that in my head all I thought was Candice hahaha! Ok not tryna sound creepy but every time I felt like giving up I asked myself " what would Candice do?" "what would she say to you?" and I used what she used to motivate herself which was to tell herself " I'll feel better after a workout", and that's how it went I guess. Even when I was in Taiwan, I told myself 10 mins, even though some idiots might say " you might as well not do it" but I say no, even if it's 10 mins or 20 mins, it beats anyone sitting at the couch any day. And it beats feeling the guilt and discomfort of not getting some adrenaline rush. ;D Plus, once you start to exercise regularly, do you ever have that ticklish or itchy feeling like beneath your skin or flesh (or something, I'm not even sure myself) and like you try to scratch it and it doesn't go away until you actually got down to do some cardio and workout? Yeah that's Type 1 of the discomfort I feel. Type 2 is when I feel so bad like I've let myself down and I've let Candice down as her fan, I mean she'd want her fans to be kept motivated right? haha yea so I will reach a point that I cannot take the guilt and I will go do something, even skipping or whatever if I really "don't have time" and then I'll tell Zihui after how bad I feel that I only did a little bit and she'll still be there and never get sick of giving me encouragement. I love her, sweet baby angel <3 

And I'd also ask Xinfang for advice like how!!! (When I still felt so insecure during the Social Night thing, I don't wanna embarrass myself looking like shit and I wanna look my best) And she'd give me tons of suggestion. And I'm also glad that people can ride on my motivation haha! Like cause I'm so motivated by Candice (even down to when I eat I think of her, come to think of it I think, I think of her 24/7 hahaa whenever I'm not doing anything O.O what sorcery is this??! She even motivates me to play tennis better!), my friends are motivated by me seeing me motivated by Candice hahaha! Xinfang got a skipping rope cause I told her it's fun and works for me when I don't feel like running or swimming :D

Wow, I just vomit all of my thoughts out within minutes haha!

CANDICESWANEPOEL.COM

The year long wait was absolutely worth it. Today Candice finally relaunched her Official Website after I'd say nearly a year? Well, I can't exactly remember when but it was just so long ago. I know that for months my Google Chrome homepage had been flashing the words "CANDICE SWANEPOEL under construction". So YAY! No more plain, text-only Homepage :D I think the design is more modern, sleek and clean, I love it but I kinda still love the old design a teeny weeny bit more cuz it felt like the whole website was telling her life story on it's own even without any texts. Now it's nice, and professional but it does seem a little like a website related to the modelling agencies like IMG Models.

Royal Fantasy Bra

Just two days back Candice tweeted and Victoria's Secret announced that she's going to don this year's Fantasy Bra! Congratulations my beloved Candice! I knew your time will have to come already cause you're fresh, energetic and at your peak already! It is really about time to let you do your magic with the Fantasy Bra :D And I just realized, they let you reveal the secret just at the right time, cuz it's your 25th birthday tomorrow and now you can celebrate the good news and share the happiness at the same time! You're really one lucky Angel!

This year's Fantasy Bra seems, to me, like it's really designed just for Candice! I don't even know why they bother putting it on sale cause no one is ever gonna wear it like she does! She's an absolute Goddess! Although, it is true, the fact that it was moulded on her body, which makes me, all of a sudden, for once wish I was rich enough to afford it. Why? Because after the Fashion Show, if no one buys the piece, it will be dismantled and they will start working on the next year's Fantasy Bra already! Like hello?? And this bra is even more worth buying cuz it's moulded into Candice's body, it's like custom made already! You'll never find another person with the same body as hers no matter how hard they workout T^T (Not that I'm giving up, I won't unless Candice says to :p) I hope some one this year's bra so that when I'm rich enough in future I can buy it off their hands Teehee! ^^

Thankful

YAY! I feel so blessed, like I came to a realization today? haha! Okay, I guess I can be quite selfish :( Anw, blessed cause despite y'know not having my dream body, looks and no talents,etc etc, I still have friends who love me (okay actually I know this and that's why I tend to prioritize them more than my family.. OOPS? :0), and who're patient and willing to help me achieve what I want. So yeah, thanks Putri and Eugene for giving me advice on running and running with me. And also thanks Eugene, you could've went off and run with Charles but you paced with me (I know I was really slow throughout, Gosh you're like talking while I was dying trying to catch my breath. I wished I had started on my normal starting speed though, felt kinda weird starting slower)and encouraged and pushed me throughout so.. Thank you! I will try to push 1 or even 2 rounds more next time!

Back to School

Back from my run and exercise (can't believe I actually did it, I arrived home from the airport at 1 plus, 2am last night?? So you can imagine how many hours of sleep I had. I surprise myself a lot these days with how motivated I am by Candice LOL) , so I'm just gonna do a quick update cause I gotta go NOW!! To Auntie Regina's place to pass them the stuff from Taiwan (will post the photos up soon :D) and to school for 2 hours (ikr).

Oh right, today is Ruban's birthday so HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY RUBAN! <3 

We're celebrating his birthday later tonight and I'll put some photos up later~