And I just thought it suits the episode (Ep13) where Chuck and Nate stepped on each other's toes so :)
Booked out of camp at 9-ish this morning. I know its really early, like right after Day 1. Some things cropped up, so all of us left camp today except Charles.
Really worried about N and J, they fought right after the coordinator told us to close our station but the rest of the nightwalk station was still going on (there was only 3 of us at our station and we planned it). Can't say the whole situation out here since its really supposed to be private even though everything happened right before my eyes.
But from my point of view and from whatever I could recall, J was really not being reasonable when he was trying to back up his actions. From what I saw, he really didn't kept his word and was just kinda making excuses that he did kept his word.
Kind of complicated. Have never seen them so angry before and I was really so afraid that one of them was gonna throw the first punch. really super lost. After that they told me to join another station while they go somewhere else to 'settle' it. When J left and N came to talk to me after receiving my text. I've never seen anyone so sad in my life, so sad that he had no more tears but to laugh it off.
Really hate seeing friends become like this, I feel I should talk to J since I witnessed everything so my judgement should be more accurate than what they tell others. But I'm afraid that the blur-bimbo me will just make things worse. Or might even make J think that I'm ungrateful and seem biased.
I should really take some time to think through what to say when I see J in school when school starts..
Other than this, I made some friends i guess? More like acquaintance? I don't know, I guess if you have talked to them some what, and they call your name, which proves they know who you are then you're friends already right? Maybe not close friends but just hi-bye-ish friends? That's not too bad :)
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