"I don't know if it's obvious but I am extremely shy"

It's been f.o.r.e.v.e.r since I blogged. Well, I sort of mentally shut down my blog ever since my previous post, hahaha! But, I've since found the "motivation" to blog again! Like duh.. just finished my O levels and I'm sooo very free! Not gonna work, cause I'm only young like this once! ;D And I know for sure I will never get another 5 months of holidays with everything sponsored ever again in my entire life! :) So I'll take this chance to play real hard!

I should've started updating just before my last Biology SPA MCQ paper. Which was 4 days before Pro.. =.= But honestly, 4 days isn't enough time to get ready for Prom! So I wouldn't be able to blog even if i had planned to earlier. Also because I have done every single frigging thing I could think f doing already... Cause we wanna spend a lot of time with the JC people before their school term starts.

Anyway, before I update on recent news, let's back track to the other "highlights" since my last entry till now..

There was..

1. VS Goodies!
My mom came back with lots of VS stuff for me from her work-trip to San Francisco!!!~ Which was like during/after the Prelims period. I felt so bad that I did so badly, cause I really didn't deserve all those rewards!

2. YOG Pre-celebration at Marina Bay on 13 Aug 2010
Gabriel and Rita had two passes each so Glenna and I could come! So thank you Rita for letting me have the pass! Really enjoyed myself, been such a long time since I went to a "concert". I know who to call now to go for concerts in future hehe! CONCERT BUDDIES!!! <3

 Posing with our makeshift banner LOL!

3. My cotton candy scented Katy Perry album! 7 Sep 2010 CALIFORNIAAAA~

4. Prom/ Grad Night on 19 Nov 2010
Taking photos in the fitting room to show Abbey on our mad rush to prepare for Prom..

Bulging tummy haii.. :(

Some visuals of the actual night..

So I guess that pretty much sums up my year for 2010

MOVING ON~

This year for my birthday I got a Barbie doll! Hahaha! Iggy and Zihui came over to my house to surprise me! A day before my actual birthday on Sunday cause they knew everyone would be "emo-ing" on the actual day since it's the release of our O level results. :( Anyway.. MUAHAHAHAA! I'm so happy! They said they knew what to get me when they thought of how sad I was whenever I talked about how badly my cousins thrashed my beloved Barbie Dolls and my Doll House LOL! Best part was the Barbie Doll looked like Candice! With sun-kissed skin in a PINK dress! <3

Oh and I got to Engineering with Business Management at Ngee Ann Polytechnic. It's my 10th/ 11th choice out of my 12 choices... WOW. This is what happens when you are lazy and pretty much dumb. Well, it's not like I really wanna get out of this course? Cause if I could, there wouldn't be any other course I'd want except Fashion Design. Of course I can't choose that cause Mom doesn't have faith in me doing that. Apparently I have no passion for anything in life. Anyone who says that doesn't know how difficult it is to be me. When I do things that I like, I wanna look perfect while doing it, I wanna achieve the best results, like REALLY REALLY REALLY PERFECT! I'm just such a frigging perfectionist that if I try too hard and every thing just falls harder and harder each time I try, I collapse and lose faith in myself. And then I look in the mirror and think I am ugly. I bet none of you can survive being me for even a day, seriously, looking at supermodels and thinking to yourself, knowing that "I will never be like that despite all the diet and exercising because I was never born with such physic", it's really painful. So yeah, it's like even if I transferred to another course, I wouldn't be genuinely happy with it.

Moving On!~
I've actually been "blogging" on my tumblr instead muahaha but I didn't really want people to know so yea haha! Below are the links. Oh and I'm officially not a KPOP lover anymore! :DD
3rd Sep'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1058783490/angels
18th Sep'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1144549900/i-just-realised-that-the-blue-costume-for-after
22nd Sep'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1167437170/finally-done-with-intermediate-this-is-my-1st
4th Oct'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1241729363/aww-man
9th Nov'10: http://legallybarbie.tumblr.com/post/1523338980/am-very-convinced-that-ill-fail-english-even-if

Really in love with tumblr. Gosh, I can be stuck on it, rebloggng for like 3 hours straight! Been like this since I joined it in August 30 earlier this year hahaha! And as you can tell from my tumblr that I'm obsessed with Candice Swanepoel :p She's my GODDESS, rolemodel, anything, everything, teehee!