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Friday, June 22, 2012

Trouble always comes in a mush, don't they?

I've been told about this a lot of times but i never thought that it'll happen so soon. My mom was like "I'll find somewhere to stay, Nicholas will probably go to Jinde's or one of his friends' place to stay then you'll ask your friends if you can stay at their place for awhile."

I was like 'what?!' in my mind. The only ones that might have space for me to stay, I'm not so close to them/ they are guys so my mom probably wouldn't allow it. And I don't wanna burden Abbey by staying at her place since even though her house is kinda big but if I did go over it'll be too crowded. Maryanne's place isn't a good idea too cause she's hosting her dad's friend's daughter Chloe. 

Why is all this happening now when I have so much to take care of? I have to tutor a little girl, Phyu Phyu, on Saturday mornings, and I have more ballet trainings now cause I'm taking exams this August/September. Plus, i have to set out time to really start studying properly to pull up my GPA.. 

How am I supposed to accomplish all this when suddenly, all the odds are against me?! I wasn't even really prepared for this! Suddenly everything starts going down so quickly, I don't even have time to think through for the best solution :'(

My mom did say "or the 2 of you can stay here first while I find a place then we'll move out after that."

So now, if I have to come home late no one will be there to fetch me, like after my trainings at night and I'll have to set a side a few hours every week for house work which my brother will probably not help out most of the time... I turning into a weekend maid! I don't mind... Since its my laundry but I HAVE NO TIME!

What did I do to deserve all this?! Is being fat and ugly and not tall with no talents or smarts not good enough??? And it's not like im not putting in effort at all to tone up. 

And to add on, I have work over the next few days yay

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