So happy POP to my beloved poly friends!! They POP-ed ytd but I was too tired to post anything. haha! Except to post up the photo of me and Jason cuz it's the only photo I looked nice in and I didn't have the group photo cuz it's still with Nas!!!
Anw, was quite bummed out cuz I didn't manage to take a proper photo with ZY and couldn't get a class photo cuz Perry had to leave and Keekhong left!!!? >:-@@ Oh well, I hope I can meet up with them soon I really miss them so much! I miss them everyday! And I'm writing this today cuz as I'm studying physics now, I am missing the times studying in Ngee Ann, the smell of the classrooms, studying atmosphere, everything! :'(( I guess, as much as Uni is fun, it still sucks as compared to poly, it's so mundane, it's always studying, no play, even when I'm "playing" all I can think of in my head is study. T^T
Speaking of which, I'm not sure if getting into Uni was a blessing or not, maybe being a guy is good cuz NS sort of gives you a break? And you get paid to be fit haha! Even Supermodels have to pay thousands just to get personal trainers and here you get it free and even paid! LOL. Jason was like "eh you know a lot leh!! (about army lol) Join army la!" I was like hell noooo! Cuz I don't have the mental capacity to run everyday and without music haha! If not I really don't mind! (The trainings LOL)
Never thought my life after poly would be this bad, I knew it would suck cuz poly is truly the best years of my life but I never anticipated it to be this bad T^T It's getting more and more difficult to stay positive, to others I may still seem bubbly but behind closed doors my tears are waiting to pour cuz of all the trapped emotions.:(
Oh well, back to the books, so glad that I am going to Amore gym with Zihui later, but all good things must come to an end so after that, it's back to hall for more mugging :(
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